Tuesday, May 29, 2007

When you're happy and you know it...

CLAP! CLAP! YAHOO!!!

Out of nowhere my dad suddenly said..."Bili kita drumset turuan mo ko."
And we did! Yesterday!

Yehey!

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Missing Link

I pulled out her picture once again from my wallet. I always keep it to where I can easily find it just so I can refresh my mind to what she really looks like. That's what I do whenever her image becames blurry on my mind. That's all I got from her. That's the least I could do to remember her.

I don't remember much about her. I don't really know her. So many stories been told about her. Wonderful words spoken. But to all of which I can't relate. Her blood flows in me but I will forever have a blank description to the woman who carried me inside her for months. But I can't blame myself for such ignorance and unrecognition.

She died when I was three. It seemed that time was taken from me.

Fragments of memories doesn't help much. It is so unclear. There's a hole in me. A missing link to who I really am.

Often time I wish she's still here, my life would have been a lot different from what I have right now. But sometimes I just leave it be for I am content to what had happened so far in my life.

The first time I heard this song on MTV I was struck by its message and then I was certain to whom I will offer it.

This is to the woman to which I was rooted...the mother that I've never known.


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"Gone Away" - The Offspring (Ixnay on the Hombre)

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal, it's so unfair

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels, yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
To show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary's
Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could tradeI would

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings, yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
Oh please let me tradeI would

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels, yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The Silent Scream

Deceit...
Doubt...
Insecutiry...
Infidelity...
Fear...

I'm wandering in circles
I can't get out of it
And so it seems
Where did all began?
How will it end?

Precautions didn't came on time
Advices came in too late
Those words flew away
Before I was able to make use of them

How will you able to rescue me?
Help me find my way out?
Start all over again?
Or are you another hole to dig in?

Do I still deserve to hope?
Do broken wings still can fly?
Does my scarred face still has its place in you?
Or was it all just a vain desire?

Please accept me for what I have become...

Saturday, May 12, 2007

WISH LIST

hai....1:00 AM na gising pa rin ako. pano ba naman kasi eto ako nagddownload ng mga albums hindi lang para sa sarili ko, kundi para sa mga kaibigang bato ang mga ulo. para san ba ito? wala lang para sa ikaliligaya lang ng mga tenga namin. dahil dito nakabuo sila ng wish list ng mga rock bands na gusto ulit nila marinig ang mga tugtugan. naguumpisa pa lang ako...goodluck na lang kasi masyadong matrabaho ang kanilang mga kahilingan.

Wish list:
1. Sepultura
2. Megadeath
3. Pantera
4. Black Sabbath
5. AC/DC
6. Soulfly
7. Coul Chamber
8. Guns N Roses

...ako ay isang download master...ngunit isa ring alipin. waaahhhh....
...hai d ko na kaya. matutulog na muna ako...

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

The Unforgiven Vs. The Unforgiven II

Which is better?

The songs are no stranger to a rock band listener. Composed by James Hetfield of the Metallica, these two songs will definetely give you an LSS (last song syndrome), at least for me. I've been savoring myself with Metallica's songs for almost three weeks now. That's why this thought of comparing the two Unforgiven songs came into me. Well i am a little biased because i like the II more than the first but for the sake of my friend emerson who likes the first more...i dont care! hehe. he has his chance to comment to this post.

There's a more dramatic introduction in II than in I. The Unforgiven II's intro gives more anticipation to the song before the plucking part. The duet of the guitar and the drums makes your head bang unlike the intro of the first which is some what melo. But I like the first's guitar solos. it is a mixture of classic and rock. the two guitar blended it well. James Hetfield's vocals is much stronger and dramatic on the second. I like the drum pattern on the ssecond. But hey there will be no Unforgiven II if there is no Unforgiven. In terms of lyrics it was like a story. The Unforgiven tells his story of being a person in misery, being...yeah, unforgiven to his mistakes. The Unforgiven II is the continuation of the story...he asks if he'll open the door to the one he is waiting for but like him, the person is also unforgiven.

here's the lyrics:

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The Unforgiven

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules
With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been
What I've feltWhat I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven
You labeled me
I'll label you
So I dub thee unforgiven

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The Unforgiven II

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, But she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there...

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are you're eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....
Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you.... (So I dub thee unforgiven....)
Oh, what I've felt....Oh, what I've known....
I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you're unforgiven too....
Never free....
Never me....
'Cause you're unforgiven too....Oh

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

hello world!!!

this is my first post from this url. oh well, i've been posting blogs from different services but what i hate about it is that it sends notifications to people's email addresses every time i make an update. im a bit of a moody person. sometimes i just want to write just for the passion of it. and for me it is not necessary to send notifications of it every time i write one.

with this spot...well, i can go anonymous =)