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Deeply In Love

This song really strucked me...For days it plays over and over in my head.

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DEEPLY IN LOVE - Hillsong

In my life, you heard me say I love you
How do I show you it's true?
Hear my heart, it longs for more of you
I've fallen deeply in love with you

You have stollen my heart
I'm captivated by you
Never will you and I part
I've fallen deeply in love with you

You and I together forever
Nothing can stand in the way
My love for you grows stronger each new day
I've fallen deeply in love with you

Turn Back Time

How I wish I could turn back the time
And make everything right
Change the path I took?
Be more wiser than I should
Guarded myself from it all

I have this fear inside me
Eating me up, swallowing me whole
Covering my dreams
Cutting me into piesces

Negativity
Pessimism
This is what I become
Will someone accept it?

A broken vessel
Will not be bought that easily
Not be taken seriously
Reality

It's Complicated

Sounds familiar?!
Yeah, I'm borrowing Friendster's tag for those people who has complicated relationships.
Those people who can't even describe what status they are in like now.
Are they single or not. Available or taken. In a relationship or domestic partnership.
That tag is used for those undecided, confused or...even, just playing around.

So much for that tag...I'm just using it for a thought that came to my mind.
LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED!

My friend and I were exchanging emails before lunch today. Over the course of our conversation I just concluded (with a sigh...hayyy) "Life so complicated lalo na as you grow older" and he said "C'est La Vie"

Why does it have to be?

Why to count millions of stars instead of only one?
Why to have a dozen of dead planet and just have one who have life?
Why can't we be in two places at once?
Why are there too many contradictions?
Why love exists and hate survives?
Why feel joy in the presence of pain?
Why are there too many questions and yet you have no choice but to live this 'thing' called LIFE?

The world goes round, people change
Everything turns
You found one, you lose one

When I was a child life was just simple. It is as if everything is a play. You don't think of the future that much. You just live for a day. Carefree. As you grow older you think of everything...the past, the present, and the future.

Life maybe complicated but in all its complications...it is worth living for.